It's just me trying to be funny and entertaining.  I'm not like this, I can do better.  JK is right, it is all courage.  My will to survive is just too strong, I can't kill myself if I tried because I've tried before.  There's just so much stuff behind me that I can't move on too far from them.  If I'm going to live, I have to live the way I want to.

1.  Healthy

2.  Courage

3.  Draw inspiration

4.  Set goals, little by little.

5.  Enjoy, laugh, relax.