XENO.

If Xenoblade has an official release date, I'm getting a Wii.  I'll get the game first though, and then the Wii.  Xenoblade looks like the only RPG that I want to play ATM.  Sarah Àlainn's Beyond the Sky is so beautifully sung ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iPQP7aDe_Y )... and I'm following Soraya Saga on Twitter lol (worked on Xenosaga and Xenoblade).  And I should also get Baten Kaitos if I get a Wii...!  (if the Wii can play Gamecube games...)

http://www.nintendo.co.jp/wii/sx4j/characters/index.html

These character designs look amazing.

I also discovered Sarah Àlainn's youtube ch and blog... I wonder how old she is so I can compare ourselves intellectually and where we're at in life lol... hope she's older than 25 or so, but she looks 21 or 22, sigh.

I think my shooting got better... when I practice, I must practice going up one on one against someone.  Shoot open shots, pass when I don't or dribble ahead... I'm short, so I have to practice being like a point guard. Ray Allen and Paul Pierce do not miss any shots during practice. I must not miss any shots either!

I'm procrastinating again on my government essay as usual. I could never think of a thesis.  This is why I hate essays.  I don't like thinking up topics and researching, it just doesn't interest me and I lost credibility on everything anyways.  AND I don't have much opinions on issues and such.  Maybe I need to live by myself or something to form opinions that I'd be satisfied with... oh well, must write something though for 20+ points?  I might not like my argument, but at least I'll follow the structure.  My heart isn't in this, because I am not passionate about any issue.

I think I'll finish FFVIII ASAP, and right after, finishing up FFXII.  I started FFX like two weeks ago if I didn't say that, and I'm not hooked.  Maybe it's because I'm not that far into it, so past game series are drawing me in.

Last weekend I kept replaying and watching the endings of Xenosaga EPI and III.  Is it bad that my favorite character is Wilhelm?  The guy who watches the universe revolve around him, precisely calculating what's going to happen and what's going to end up as... except the sadist part, I don't like that characteristic about him, but his outlook is so amazing.  chaos and Wilhelm, staying calm and when things aren't going there way, they don't respond with an over exaggerated reaction.  chaos's eternal melancholic expression is intriguing as well, I wish more games have as good as a story and development as Xenosaga, which is why I'm looking forward to Xenoblade.  I could tell that it's genuine, and the creator really crafted it with a passion.  That's just by looking at reviews and trailers and screen shots and the website though. It's Takahashi, of course.

Jin Uzuki... the moment before he dies in the ending, he longs for the past, and never felt that way before.  He wanted to go back.  I wonder if that meant that he regret sacrificing himself to help Nephilim, Abel, chaos, and KOS-MOS.  I feel the same way, even though I'm not going to die right now.  I'm longing for the past.  I didn't say spoilers, because that's not the true ending.  Soraya Saga and Takahashi's ending is much different... I'm really curious to what their ending for the series is.

This is why I'm excited for Xenoblade.  It's Takahashi's first, for us, our first time to see a game his team actually finished w/o bein rushed.

Sigh, I want to play games... back to my essay. And wish me luck!  If things go well, and somehow I get a chance to talk to her, I'll go up to her with my friend and start something... sad to say that I'm superficial and she's looking good lol love her hair and the way she dresses.  She says "excuse me" "thank you", helped out in the concert, nice hair, hard worker, not afraid to ask for something she doesn't know... yeeee.  I guess it's not that much based solely on her appearance :P