i gots a keyboard...

In my room!  Lightly nifty.  Picture soon, after my camera is finished chargin!  R-Blade!



It's right next to my PC so I can practice my scales and SR while I wait until my PC finishes it's favorite activity; lagging, which is fairly often.  And I like it!

Anyways, I don't want the hero to be cynical anymore.  There will be a cynical character, but he won't be the main.  I guess it'll be more like an FFVI with no mains, or a switch in the middle of the story... like a Terra to Celes.  Or a switch in between like a Squall and Laguna.  Or Felt and Vesse. Whatever! I'm falling in love with my character creations though lol, I don't want them to die.

If my ear gets any worse, I'm blaming it on Dr. Johnson.

Going to head down to Downer tomorrow... hope I get the job!  And I hope I'll be a good group leader.  Just gotta talk loud, coz I'm in charge this time!

Oh, and I perfected my Critical Thinking quiz.  I REALLY thought I'd miss one, because I wrote "a premise" but afterwords I knew it should have been "a premise or more".  WHEW.  Why am I so satisfied with getting a good grade?  I guess it's the same as someone judging me, like getting a "you're cool!".  g'awww thank you! But no thanks, coz even though praise may feel good, I'll only grow with critical disagreement responses, so BRING IT ON!!! But it's done, and I got a perfect score.  Must.  Fight this selfishness of getting a good score, because why should I be happy when there are children in Africa being starved at this very moment... child abuse in a corner in Richmond, depressed children... neglected children... GRAAAH. It sucks because I can do something about this, and hopefully I won't make it worse.

And Professor Ampim said that the best way to prevent a divorce is to not get married lol.  I think at his level, Dr. Dang, Ledbetter, Barnes, OMG so many great professors... they are the ideal teachers to be.  I am glad I am or took their class to experience their godliness.

Excuse my optimism.  I must gradually make my mood transition to elementary school teacher, excited for learning... how I think this optimism acting is best suited for the job.