Okay, so if Riona goes on Showtime again, I have a list of questions to ask her, or things to actually talk to her about instead of the usual "love from california!" I'll say "I love your singing of Ordinary Day on Tokushima Radio!" Or "participate in AKBINGO Diva competition!" And there's also the "congratulations on making it to the Janken Tournament!"

Other questions that I think of include: "are your parents dentists?" Because when she used to post Youtube videos of her dancing, her walls look like the ones I see at the dentist's.

Things that I should remember

-Ignore feelings of guilt. (And have the courage to be hated)

-I am responsible for how I feel each day. 

-Remember Soul Crafting (And Will)

-Everyone is getting older... (So treat everyone like they're going to die)

-No pain no gain. (Ignore being sleepy, I am old.  I am not going to grow anymore.)

I stopped writing because...

I hated everything to do with humans.

And humans write, it's a human thing to do.

It's a human constructed activity.

So I was against it.

But whatever, I want to write again, because, whatever.

OSHI SENBATSU

1.  Riona Hamamatsu
2.  Kusaka Konomi
3.  Iwatate Saho
4.  Rie Kitahara
5.  Haruna Kinoshita
6.  Shibuya Nagisa
7.  Shiroma Miru
8.  Nishino Miki
9.  Shimazaki Haruka
10. Yamada Nanami
11. Kumazawa Serina
12. Matsuoka Hana
13. Kato Yuuka
14. Takahashi Juri
15. Ogino Yuka
16. Shibata Aya

Last day of May...

Still recovering.

I haven't been writing or reading like I said I was going to, but memorizing 48G members and such is still a mind work out, right?

I need... the confidence to be hated.

KAMI EIGHT 2016 PREDICTIONS

1. Shimazaki Haruka
2. Sayaka Yamamoto
3. Sashihara Rino
4. Watanabe Mayu
5. Matsui Jurina
6. MUTO TOMU
7. Kashiwagi Yuki
8. OKADA NANA

YOU HEARD ME.