I think I'm just too lazy to kill myself.  A mixture of being too lazy and too fearful.

Yeah, I am in no position to kill time right now.  Oops!

I probably will end up killing myself before I turn 30.

Words are easier to follow when it is put in other people's words.  Why am I not confident in my own thoughts?

How do you cope with all this?

Work.

Arrest of a stone Buddha

Nothing

Uh oh, the end of the decade...

I had this for ten years?!?!  Nothing's really changed, really.