Probably my biggest mistake in life is disassociating myself from friends who could have become my best lifelong friends.

There might be a thunderstorm on Sunday.

I Can't Believe I'm Done Doing Nothing

Yes, even nothing comes to an end... at least, for me.

Or maybe what I am about to embark on, is actually nothing.

Well, it IS nothing.

Anyways, it is the end of a lot of things.

• The Pokemon marathon will soon end.  
• The 3DS generation is almost ending.  
• TSeries has pretty much overtook the Pewds on YouTube subscriptions (so corporate overlords won and will always win).  
• I have pretty much every game that I wanted, and I pretty much lost interest in playing anything, except for a desire to purchase these indie games which I will never buy.  
• Not many people use Tumblr anymore.
• Smash Ultimate released.  Stipulation school done.
• Persona 5 director won't direct Persona anymore.
• Tetsuya Takahashi pretty much told his whole Xeno story thing.
• Keyakizaka46 oshis graduated, and I just do not feel like learning about the 2nd gen.
• Warriors look like it will be their last year as a superteam.
• AKB48 pretty much are falling apart, I can't think of an active member to oshi.
•  My FFBE account became a guest account, and my rank has reached 200+ (207 in two days probably).  
• All my characters in my FFRK account are also 99, and I have 229 max Stamina (do I really need to continue playing this?).  
• Game YouTube scandal guy
• Girl I like is probably already in a relationship.
• A cousin who is younger than me is getting married.
• 2020

What else...

Yeah.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I was just accepted into my Nursing Program of choice.  That's the main reason why it is the end of everything.

I didn't blog yet in March... or did I?

M O T I V A T I O N A L  S E L F H A T E
E X I S T E N T I A L  G U I L T

(Also, my favorite youtuber liked and pinned a comment of mine!)

Other three things I've learned from them...

Importance of: humor, communication, and ego.

I've been beating up my ego for so much, thinking that the ego is humanity's enemy, but really, I think as individuals, we should all nurture it.  Life is all about nurturing our egos.  We have to protect it.  

To Christian people who do not like quiet people, I'll just tell them God is the same way.

I feel much more confident in writing now, since I got a 90 in the grammar section of my HESI exam.

I also completed the World of Light mode in Smash Ultimate.  I think I won't write video game reviews after each and every game I play.  I will just write thoughts.

This is the first Smash game to own though.  I missed every entry, I essentially did not own an N64 until way later, I had a SNES for the longest times during my youth.  My dad bought a PS2 rather than a Gamecube for the DVD player actually, so no Meelee either.  Skipped the next generation of consoles, so missed out on Brawl, and I have the White Wii U that can't even make a save file of Smash for Wii U.

But I did play all of them.  My cousin rented it once, so I played the N64 version for like... less than an hour or so.  My friend lent me the Gamecube, Meelee and a bunch of games, so I played that.  Was mostly Kirby and Pikachu.  I remember going to a friend's house for a Physics project and we played that game afterwards.  I won with Pikachu, using cheap long range attacks in this round space stage.  A friend brought Brawl over as well, and I watched him play, but fell asleep during it.  He also lent me the Wii U version, but I did not play it because I could not save the game.

So my thoughts so far in the game are:

-I felt like I appreciated the game much more after watching MatPat's theories on Smash Bros.
-I feel like I should be better at this game since my very first game that I actually beat was Kirby SuperStar and the controls should have been similar.
-I don't like how default for jump is the X button when it should be the B button like in Kirby SuperStar
-Analogue movement sucks, I wish there was an option to use the D pad.
-It reminds me of MapleStory PvP.
-This should be my final video game.
-Wished World of Light had a two player option.  Maybe they will implement it later like Shovel Knight?
-I get really mad when I lose, but the more I play, I don't get as mad.
-I was at 20 hours in World of Light, Day 2 when I had the game.
-I had the game since... Tuesday?  And I think I'm at 50 hours.