Even if she did like me, I am a different person... the person she'd like does not exist.

But I have always liked her.  My like is genuine, because I have always stalked her.  I am a super creepy stalker.

Doesn't those extreme environmentalists make you feel guilty for being a person?  Feel guilty for living?

I had a dream that I found her Tumblr.  She was following this guy I know she knows IRL.

Even in dreams I am paranoid...

So happy when the doctor asked me if I needed a note for school...

This competative society... isn't especially good for sore losers like me.... Lol.

I never thought of driving as fun until I watched a few episodes of Initial D.

I avoided driving for so long.  I got my license seven years ago but I never use it.  I used to drive to school when I was in high school.  But after that, I just stopped.

Not only did I think it was too dangerous, but I thought it was the most capitalist thing to do.  So I avoided it.  I thought it was the wrong thing to do, putting gas into the atmosphere, killing the future human race, trying to not be a hypocrite, blah blah blah.

Now I am like... Idgaf.  The human race is done.  We're all going to die and we'll never advance the greater good.  So, I'm going to drive and have fun and be like everyone else. And I'll feel closer to her.

So yeah.  I think when something is fun, someone has to tell me.  I can't find joy in something I find myself.  Someone has to confirm that something is fun, and thus, I can have fun. I guess.

I was at a Thrift Store for approximately ten minutes and I opened up and scrimmed through this thick book on suicide.  Near the middle, and underlined, there was a passage that said something like individualism is a cause of suicide.  Individualism is a cause of suicide.

Glad that there's a 2x setting to speed up videos on YouTube... I am getting so much anime done.