My knees hurt.

Thinking about the future saddens me.

Thinking about the past saddens me.

Trying to get into Full Metal Alchemist.  On Ch 62 right now, but it just makes me miss  One Piece.  It's not as addicting to read.

Caught up with ONE PIECE.  I don't know what to do with my life anymore T___T

*eats pizza*

I miss my grandma

I feel that everything is a competition of some sorts.  Every.  Single.  Thing.

And I lose at everything.

And there's a name for this...

a loser....

So finally after 2 years and 8 months, it soaked in.

She never cared about me at all.

Got a bunch of Manga from the Thrift Store for 10 bucks BWAHAHAA.

No space on my book shelf so I stack them on my night stand. 

It feels too weird to move on.  I don't think I'll move on.

Ever since I was little I never liked anything human-looking.

In the children's section of the public library... there were books... with faces of people.  I never borrowed those.  I always chose the books with the anthropomorphic animals, no matter how boring the book was, I would re-borrow those books.  Those books without human-looking characters.

Human disliking began at a young age for me...

Why?  Why was I like that?!?!?!