Finished The Legendary Starfy...

Not the post game stuff.  Post world 10 is way too difficult to me, and it looks like it takes a lot of practice, which I won't do... or I might do it.

I've been sick.

Coughing and stuff.

And not wanting to do anything at all.

tbh

If people don't say "to be honest" does that mean they are lying.

The only reason why I go online is to stalk her...

I am so creepy.

Sylvia Plath uses a lot of adverbs in her diary... but then again, she's only writing for herself.  Like what I am supposed to be doing.

I also watched Ratatouille.  The scene with all the hanged rats disturbed me so much, and it is because of that scene that I may never want to watch that movie again.  I thought the movie was fantastic though.

I went to church today.

The opening song was on page 666.

On second thought, I have no one.  If the now matters, there is no one now, nor is there anyone in the future.

The friends I now think I have were all in the past.

I thought I was going to die when I was in college.  Since I've finished, and I haven't died, my future is screwed.

Because I am not dead now.

Unless I can make myself dead... ha... ha... ha.

Enough with this "in the real world" shit.  Stop saying whatever you're saying is the real world.  You're just talking about capitalism and being a slave to money.  That is no way associated with "the real world." So shut the fuck up.

...I wish I was never exposed to the Dobe Joansi, Hopi Indians, thoughts of death, genetics, and modern entertainment.