Ew it's May

It has been almost two years.  I am still attached.  But whatever.  It has always been like this.

Always been like this, meaning before the almost two years, and after the almost two years.

It was so much better almost two years ago.

Been addicted to Russian Techno lately...

THIS SONG IS SO FUNNY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sF8KQrSP_Q&

Acceptance and Evolution

Accept everyone because all personalities, no matter "how bad" they are, they have played a part in our evolution today.  To evolve into these species on the top of the food chain is amazing.  Though I do not think about it enough because I feel that I physically did not participate in being below the top of the food chain.

I was born into it.

Human life could also be on the verge of extinction because of these personalities though.  Most likely we are.  But it's okay.  Relative to survivability because...I am alive right now.

I should keep in mind that it is entirely impossible to desensitize myself from feeling shameful. (Or maybe I have not trained myself enough? NO, STOP, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE)

I noticed I'm very social when I treat everyone like a kid.

What we want is what we can't get because of what we do... ?!?!

Be nice ONLY for self defense purposes.

Breaking the Habit:  Must never look guilty no matter how guilty I am.  Always show a strong face.  But talk with honesty.