I noticed I'm very social when I treat everyone like a kid.

What we want is what we can't get because of what we do... ?!?!

Be nice ONLY for self defense purposes.

Breaking the Habit:  Must never look guilty no matter how guilty I am.  Always show a strong face.  But talk with honesty.

Things I should do:  Intentionally make people worry about the small things in life.

Being isolated and because of being isolated, being able to gain a different perspectives on things makes me so ready for society.  I am more comfortable with my identity because of this, and now I am ready to be addicted to life.

Watched FROZEN.  My favorite movie right now *_*.
I love OLAF.

Not going to watch or read anything else for a few days, I don't want the after effects of watching FROZEN to be contaminated (not saying everything other than FROZEN are pathogens, I just feel so good right now after watching FROZEN and I do not want to risk watching something that will burst my bubble... or melt my ice).

Sure I'm used to loneliness and being left out... I should have built resistance to it.  But it still hurts... more on this story later, it's SO STUPID Lol.