Sure I'm used to loneliness and being left out... I should have built resistance to it.  But it still hurts... more on this story later, it's SO STUPID Lol.

So I am a bit happy right now.  But being happy means that the next wave of sadness will hurt me hard.  Defense mode.

Damn, I can still feel the burn on my left cheek from the flourescent light, attempting to take a perfect selfie two days ago :(

Spent like 40 minutes and could not even get a single good picture or pose.  I gave up when my eyes started hurting.

Welp, have to go back to society sooner or later even though I am not fully healed.  (Maybe society will heal me. )

After each chapter, an Encyclopedia of Human Nature from the far future intervenes, and alternates after each chapter.  Each encyclopedia describes the interaction between the human and the it.

I think I live for the moment of always wanting to go home, and then finally arriving home. 

The Australians left yesterday.  They did not have an Australian accent though.  I guess only certain parts of Australia have accents.  Or maybe I just did not talk to them much to notice.

You know how in the bus it is common courtesy to let the person sitting in front of you to go first to exit the bus before yourself?

Well, this one girl did not let me leave first. She was behind me, but I felt her presence standing up while the bus was still in motion and ran to the door to exit first when the bus came to a halt.  I guess she was late to class.

But I started laughing when I exited the bus.  I must have looked really dumb, but in my head that "you didn't have to cut me off" song started playing.