Collegeboard should include student suicide rates per college... so I'd know which one has the least... and perhaps increase it... ha... ha... ha.

Uncomforming=Death

Waking Up Holding My Head

It is like the emotions I want can only be achieved through death...

So weird how when I was a science major, I was pushed into thinking to trust my emotions.

And now I'm an arts humanities-like major, they are pushing me to support my ideas with facts...

WHICH ONE IS IT?!??!  Like What the Fuck?

If I had no major, I'd be the same, fragmented and unsupported claims.  Yup, that's me.  Like a 19th Century German thinker.

Anxiety level increasing

So much things everywhere, and all I do is catch a small glimpse... it's like I don't take my time to understand anything anymore... what is fully understanding something anyway?  Tolerating it until it doesn't aggravate you?

What is understanding someone?  Putting things in words the other person couldn't do and that person realizing that that's what the person wanted to say?

Things to Bring Me Back to Earth

-I am not in war
-I am not within the 200,000 people dying of starvation each year

Things to dance about:
-My family is alive
-She is still living and does not have a boyfriend

Gained a HUGE appreciation for short stories...

if Legend of Mana was released in this generation of consoles, it would be getting 10/10s.  Just a bad time for a game like this in 1999, being side by side Final Fantasy VII, IX, Chrono Trigger, and all those other rpgs with Epic storylines.

Excited to start Romancing Saga... and maybe I'll replay Atelier Iris 3.