Notes

Henri Bergson
The pure present is an ungraspable advance of the past devouring the future.  In truth, all sensation is already memory.

Hegel
At the same time that 'I' am the content of a relation, 'I' am also that which does the relating.

Hegel believed that a person is not merely conscious of self and object as separate entities, but through the projection of the self via the mediation of the object is volitionally able to gain a deeper understanding of the self.  All of which constitutes self-consciousness.

Time is no longer valuable.  I am O.K. as long as I have Imagination.

story notes

For my future indie RPG game to make my little mark on the world.

-Will be very sentimental, like a sentimental novel.  I normally dislike them, but I think with a lot of humor and wit, it'll be O.K.

-Main characters will be based on U.S. heroes (Harriet Tubman, Abraham Lincoln, etc)

-There will be a Beautiful Girl dying.

-Characters are in college in a modern urban setting

-Certain areas will have structures to help with science (Like a Cell(somethingsomething) building, and areas such as Mitochondria;asdjf to help with... well, science stuff.

-Lots of things will go unexplained.  Main character will have an imaginary friend just appear out of no where.

-The antagonist is my favorite character right now.

Make Work an escape.

I refuse to talk because I dislike the language.

Some words sound ugly.  And just communicating with words in general.  I think language is supposed to be simple and honest, but look what people has done with it... structuring words and sentences to make feelings deceitful. It's annoying.  And you can't decipher the truth from it at all most of the time.

I think language made the world more complicated.

WOW I NEVER KNEW YOU CAN SLOW DOWN AND SPEED UP VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE NOW.  DANCE TUTORIALS HERE I COME LOL.


EDIT: WTF I SAID SLEEP INSTEAD OF SPEED. And that's what I did today, on this Veteran's Day... slept all afternoon.

Psyched Back Up

Because I'm learning about Rome.

They succeeded even when things looked bad because of their: Persistence, and resistance to feeling in denial. Mwahahahaha, I'm back in this! ... this is so stupid.  But this is the only thing I'm holding onto in life.  TRUE LOVE EXISTS, BECAUSE I'LL MAKE IT EXIST.

So I was never comfortable with my perspective on anything...

UNTIL NOW.