It's really hard to imagine that other people don't really think the same way as I do...

She just never gave a fuck about me... never did.

Anyways, one last resort: Meeting her...

I just hope everything goes according to plan x-x

Now or never, now or never, now or never

OHOHOHOOHO SHE'S NOT TALKING TO ANYONE.

Some people fear of never loving again... being able to love the same way...

Well, I fear not putting in as much effort as I did... the more effort I put into something, the more I want it...

One of the worst feelings ever... is realizing you don't love her as much as you thought you did...

I wonder if at that point... do people force themselves to love (her) more than what they think they do?

What is loving someone "more" anyways... if you love someone, you just love em, right?

bitch if she can do without me, I can do without her...

Story ideas:  A Harriet Tubman character.

I think the human ego is unnaturally powerful, but the world really doesn't need it.  Maybe it's because there is no more purpose for ego... so it has to be used in a different way, but really, when there's no use for it, it's just stupid.  I think that's the problem, or my problem at least.  I have an ego.