I'm looking into it way too much...

I should really respect her decision.

Sigh.  I don't know what to do anymore.

Nah, I don't think I'll get third parties involved.

She clearly said that she doesn't like me.

no more flattery.

Waiting for eternity is nothing it if it's you.

Being nice WON'T work, nor is being funny... my best bet is to show how much I understand her and shove it down her throat.

A Comment

You said you won't read or respond to messages.  Well, this is a comment, not a message, and you can respond to this and I won't say you are a hypocrite.

But either way, I can't take your message seriously because of a typo, "you obviously you can't", and because of this, I now know how an employer interviewing for an interview feels like.

You said I SHOULD stop viewing your Tumblr, but you didn't say you HAVE to, so I'll view it anyways, because I'm creepy, okay?  And you only talk to me if I become creepy so that's what I'll do.  Even if I can't take your message seriously, I cherish it.  I think I've even memorized it, and it makes me smile because of how much I miss hearing directly from you.

And IDGAF that you don't like me.  I only care about myself and that I love you.

I also made a hate message and a not so hate message, which one would you like to hear?  I don't know because I'm not naturally really angry or really nice so I don't know which one you'd like to read, or not read at all, but I really want to write to you again....

(Back up plan: Force third parties to be involved.  She can't hate on her... my only problem will be when my third party turns her back on me...)

I don't want to do anything.

I failed at all my dreams and aspirations.

I can only celebrate with empathy.

Change of Strategy

I really can't do anything slow.

I HAVE to do everything fast.

So the thing I have to actually work on, is LOOKING OVER MY WORK.

If she didn't read my first message, NONE of the afterones would have made sense... fuck, now I feel stupid.  Wish she would have responded but noOoO she's fucking immature as fuck.

I'm in love with everything about you except what I don't know about you. And when I learn those things that I don't know about you... I'll love those things too.

LOL my own quotes makes me feel so giddy about myself... lala I'm sooo cool.