How Are You?

Doing great.
Feeling terrible.

The Earthquake Finale

So we're standing together on an island, and the ground beneath us begins to shake.

It's a mother fucking earthquake, that's going to split us apart, literally.

So the ground beneath me is moving west, the ground beneath her is shifting east, and we're like nOoOOo!

And our last words.....

Me:  Your last words to me was "spamming".  now every time I eat spam, I'll think of you.  Your turn.
Her: ....

She can't talk anymore because the earthquake separated us until our voices can no longer reach each other.

The end.

"Don't forget her, but move on."

Maybe she'll be happy if I thought like that...

Because of her I have higher standards now... it has to be her, if not, better in all of her traits, and I have to be feelin it... she raised the bar up so high.

... and because of her, I believe in love again.

Why couldn't you tell me that seven months ago... you inconsiderate piece of shit!

there is more than one truth...

I didn't want to let you know that I didn't stay committed to you.  My feelings ran wild, and I felt like moving on... it wouldn't hurt I thought, it wouldn't hurt you because you didn't like me.

But it hurt me.

For now, I have to respect her last message, and avoid "spamming" her.  I guess one buddy request a day isn't spam.  I'll interrupt her 11:11 wish as I request it.

Patience is a virtue

too light winning make the prize light

WHEW

I thought she felt that I was emotionally cheating on her, but she didn't, just mad at what I did....

Or maybe the truth would have been better, that I actually did consider talking and dating that other girl...

SIGH, NEVER GOING TO DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN.  I'm going to ask for consent to the girl  I really like next time, and if it's not going anywhere, I HAVE TO TELL HER.