Dropping the bomb.

 I now deem you as a really bad friend and I officially hate you now.

What the hell is this Tomodachi shit.  You're no friend, you treat us like shit just like your face with makeup. You're the opposite, deceiving people with your name, just like your fake personality.  All you do is care about yourself, just like the American Government, self seeking, self satisfying, and dishonest.  You creatures are despicable and I know that's why you suck the red white and blue dick.  You two are two of a kind and can empathize with one another because you only care about your own self-interests and own well-being.  People like you is what holds this country back.

I can only see you as an immature attention seeker who hopes to gain attention from those other 10, 20, or, or and, 100 boys and I'm glad I'm not part of the contraction you obtained; that virtual STD through the wireless signalling from your only genuine lover, your Laptop.

I needed you for the things you've said, and I felt that I could trust you, but you are a socially inept cowardly immature hypocrite.  I can't believe how much energy I invested in you.  I can't even believe thethings I've said about you, and that you have a good inside because you don't.

I can't believe everything we talked about actually meant something to me. I can't believe I've been thinking about this longer than the time that we've been actually friends.  What the hell.

Honesty: 2/10
Communication: 8/10
Helpfulness: 5/10
Fun Factor/Humor: 2/10
Understanding: 6/10
Reliability: 4/10
Trust: 1/10

Overall Rating: 4/10 

(I really don't mean this, sorry, this is just an experiment to see if you'd talk to me again.. and well, I'm considerate BTW coz I'm sending this after your Finals. Also, just a little change in mood because I think I should change my kind/stupid/silly methods because they are clearly not working. PLEASE don't take this seriously or you can, whatever, this is just an EXPERIMENT.  AN EXPERIMENT.)

I really don't want to hurt you, but when I get mad, I make sure the recipient is hurt.  It's all or nothing for me when I'm angry.

edited with a revamped rating system.

So I think I'm going to have a minor in Biology.  I think its funny and I feel good about it.

Be honest using your mind, not heart.

"Hi.  I don't know if i'm in the position to say this, but I'll say it anyway.  How are you doing? Or, it may be a  stupid question since I stalk your Tumblr anyways, and from the looks of it, you're doing fine, so that's like my assumption."

She really doesn't give a fuck about me...

It really won't last if its all one sided.... no wonder her friends leave her, she doesn't give a fuck.

Madman Xeno

I think its okay for me to be a twisted madman around other people... its not like I'll be their friend, in a long lasting relationship anyway.

Socializing

I notice that I like it when I'm assigned to a group.  I really like socializing once I'm assigned like that... BUT I hate going up to people by choice, initiating something to say, and stuff like that.  Maybe its my nature to just leave things as it is, and I really like it that way... I really like leaving things as it is.

My Oath

I plan to stay committed until she flats out rejects me.

... and it's back.

I had a dream about her!  Weird dream though, it was a dream about me stalking her Tumblr.

Anyways, I think because of this dream, my feelings are back.

I woke up in such a good mood.  Not overly joyous, just the normal kind of mood that I hope to wake up to everyday.

I finished All That She's Worth. It's supposed to be a really good book, and I blame the translator for not making it really good, and not only that, because I had bad experiences with books he translated in the past.

Also heard that Pink song this morning, Just Give Me a Reason, and now I set it on repeat like a madman.

Speaking of madmans, I'm also tired of drawing Jesus everywhere on my notebook when I'm bored in class.  I think I'll start drawing Fredrich Nietzche everywhere now instead.