Experiences and Imagination

Best experience in college?  Being a Biology major.  Everything in life objectively is so chaotic, and just concepts how everything just is and how genetics just make people the way they are simplifies this everything in life.

My mood really does fluctuate.  Is it really out of my control?  What is willpower.  How come I can't really do things that I did before... everything is just so weird.

Planning=Imagining.  Don't imagine, don't plan... most of the memories I've created were spontaneous.  How the hell did I think that I'd actually befriend her yet alone falling for her?  I remember seeing her profile picture and I was like, "how come I don't have friends as good-looking as her?!?!"  But we became close friends... and it took off and soared from there.

But now we're apart, and I don't know what everything meant to her.

One Person Book Club

I think lots of people don't read because its difficult to find a writing style you want, in addition to how its written, the story has to be good, and its just so hard to look through selections and stuff... they don't sample previews on television.

I think life is more about... adjusting yourself to whatever mood you randomly start to feel.

Just lost the purpose of living.

Did I even have a life?  No, it only started when I met her.

~Fading back to nothingness

Goal: Southern California
Ambition: Love

"Whatever happens, happens, and it will happen because I'll do everything I can to make it happen."

So if its going to happen, I should look beyond that and take every chance I get to be the person I want to be after it happens.

I LOVE PESSIMISM.  PESSIMISM BRINGS ME HAPPINESS.

Okay, I won't take another PSYCH class... I get so nauseated.